the waking up is the hardest part
you roll outta bed and down on your knees
and for the moment you can hardly breathe
wondering was he really here?
is he standing in my room?
no he's not, 'cause he's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking. Nobody is talking because talking just turns into screaming. And now it's I'm yelling over her, she's yelling over me - all that that means is neither of us is listening ... and what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.
So, both of us are mad for nothing, fighting for nothing, crying for nothing, but we won't let it go for nothing, no not for nothing. This should be nothing to a love like what we got. Baby, I know sometimes it's going to rain but baby can we make up now? Because I can't sleep through the pain. Girl, I don't want to go to bed mad at you and I don't want you to go to bed mad at me.
And it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing, asking questions like you already know. We're fighting this war baby, when both of us are losing. This aint' the way that love is supposed to go. What happened to working it out? We fall into this place where you arn't backing down and I'm not backing down - so what the hell do we do now?
It's all for nothing, fighting for nothing, crying for nothing, but we won't let it go for nothing, no not for nothing. This should be nothing to a love like what we got. Baby, I know sometimes it's going to rain but baby can we make up now? Because I can't sleep through the pain. Girl, I don't want to go to bed mad at you and I don't want you to go to bed mad at me.
Baby, this love isn't going to be perfect and this is just as good as it's going to be. We can fuss and we can fight, as long as everything is alright between us. Before we go to sleep baby, we're going to be happy.
Baby, I know sometimes it's going to rain but baby can we make up now? Because I can't sleep through the pain. Girl, I don't want to go to bed mad at you and I don't want you to go to bed mad at me.

my life has been excellent to me. i recently got gilmore girls season 7 LIKE OMG. i know. i can't wait to be finished it but at the same time i don't want it to end ! it's too early to end ! i need it to keep goiung ! i don't really know wha ti'm going to do with myself after it's done. don't mind the spelling mistakes etc. i'm just doing this quickly and fast because i'm too lazy to edit it, it's not a deep thought process going on right now it's just me being random. school is stressing me out ! lots of work and i gotta get good good grades but i love school i love learning so that shouldn't be hard but i just did a really hard essay ! it had to be 2 pages.. i know that doesn't sound hard... but the essay can be like 10 pages long - no joke. i had to shorten it like 5 times and it's still over 2 pages. it's ridiculous. i hope she doesn't mind though id on't know how much i can shorten it.
now my relationship, with the infamous Mark Taylor.
i love him a lot. like, i don't know what else to say but that i love him so much. we recently celebrated our 1 yearand even after 1 year he can still make me giggle like we just started dating..you know? it still feels so fresh, like there is just so much left out there for us to do together ! and enjoy together ! it's weird. it's definatly something differant, i usually give up by now haha. but he's letting me know it's okay to stick around. he doesn't expect much from me, ya' know? he just wants me to be me. and i just want him to be him. and somehow we clash PERFECTLY. it's nice. although, sometimes, my jealousy gets ahead of me but can you blame me? i don't want something this good to end over something so horrible. but i trust him. and that's scary to say over blurty..i don't think i've ever said that about anyone to blurty or on my journal..but i trust him. it's nice to feel a little bit of security.
love you love you love you love you. miss you miss you miss you miss you. come home already !

should not be allowed unless it's individual marks in the group presentation. why should i depend on other people to determine my mark? if i do bad, i want to get a bad mark myself - i don't want others to suffer for me. and if i do good, i want the mark i deserve - i don't want to fail just because my group sucked. it doesn't make sense. i hate them. every group presentation i've done - NOT individually marked - has gone down the shithole. i don't trust people with my marks, i like to get them on my own and i do way fucking better that way.
so thanks a lot schoolboard, way to make me fail.

anger
fear
G U I L T
depression
acceptance

I wasn't sure of where to go
And the salt burns my skin
And your eyes were cold as the ocean

This is our day today
Won't you find a way back
To these arms

"Murdoch aesthetic intoxicating liquor, tea and heart are magnificent." Accompanied by material living standards, people not only pay attention to the rich material life and spiritual life began to enjoy. In this huge mountain city, tea, tea, tea spread all over, almost with restaurants, pubs, hotels have equal shares.

Some people say that China is the hometown of tea, the tea ceremony is a way of life of Chinese people. In the eyes of the Chinese people, tea is a faint flute, and tactfully tell the age-old story of the East; tea is a landscape scroll, in the light display fresh and detached; tea is a Summer Night of Stars, seems to illuminate the life and uncertain Chunjing ; Autumn tea is thin, long and floated gently to leave.

Tang Dynasty, a monk of the tropic of tea, tea not only know and love tea, tea knowledge interest, but also wrote many poems midst of the charm of tea. Tea sage Lu Yu and his poetry gifts of equal pay to become "Black-Wangnianzhijiao" to explore art of tea drinking and to promote "tea liquor on behalf of" the tea culture of the Tang Dynasty and later the tea culture development A great contribution. As we all know, tea broad and deep way, a long-yuan, the expense of this ancient, Lu Yu was recognized by the people of the world "tea sage." We read Geng die evaluation of the Tang Dynasty poem: "for the life of letters, do the world a few cents of tea." Tea cents to describe Lu Yu Tea Culture on the contribution to the construction. "Since Lu Yu-sheng on earth, earth science with spring things." This is the memory of the Northern Song Dynasty poet Mei Yaochen and evaluation of the "tea sage," a name Lu Yu's poetry through the ages since it was passed down repeatedly. "After tea," to become the world's first monograph of a study of tea, Lu Yu is the life of the fruits of efforts by Lu Yu is on a huge contribution to humanity. It's come out, not only the church people how to adopt, steaming, drying, cooking methods, such as cherry tea, Tea will be raised to a new level of culture, opened up a new era of Chinese tea culture. Southern Song Dynasty national hero Wen Lu Yu also praised the "drink in Cold Spring," wrote: "The man was cut in the first Loulan, free worship by Yu Xian Tea." Advocated by Lu Yu Tea Table tribute to tea Dating to Ya-chi tea, tea culture in order to clean the air, and for the next ethics, with the topic of education, in order to achieve the tea given for self-cultivation magical effect.

Very small like a bird, from an early age, looking forward to a long beautiful wings of a bird flew up into the dream of the rainbow, the father said there are early birds eat insects, but I will always be a lazy bird, from an early age do not want to To get up early, Laichuang habits from an early age, for decades also willing to leave a short hair, removed from the good to get up early in the morning combing hair done, every morning in exchange for more than sister to sleep for a few minutes. . .

Early in the morning, he climbed up and said to me: "to drink tea!" "No, I have to sleep for a while!" The first reaction, shame! He did not say what around the house, I do not know what he was doing, continue to deceive the dim hazy dream to Duke - in fact often have to wake up, just like the feeling of Lai. Half-day, he went to tell me, have breakfast ready, and asked me to point up late to eat, he went out. Oh, really good husband!

Perhaps the network's big strength is that he will soon go out, I lie on blankets on the stretch of the stretch, a Jiupaqilai the teeth. All of a sudden because the network is not normally think of yesterday, today, want to see not a normal. . . Not-for clothes, press the power, waiting for the short-lived, opened the machine. Nothing tube, first of all that familiar with the Double-click the icon called, thank God, can it!

On the table is not so easy to go, Oh! I have updated the log home of friends around the ring, found out that his is not the early birds. Look at the people nono, 6:00 and more time on the written log of the two, as well as a photo that is a professional level; Wang There, she saw early to a nono. . . Beijing family is a girl since early! I left a lazy birds have to play the latest!

Very quick and neat and sister into the room, but it seems more normal network cute! I remember last night to see her there is room for the update, just click access to, so read the two sister to see hasten girl! Oh, good thing when a lazy bird, this is the sister and brother-in-law's wedding anniversary! I envy that the well-being of the family, 11 years or so sweet sweet honey! Estimate is a sister to celebrate, I certainly want to control their sugar (*^__^*) hee hee ... ... sincerely wish them and wish them to cross the well-being of the more!

Oh, it was a pleasant morning! It seems only to get up early tomorrow, have to do the birds! Now walk outside in the sun, I am not a spider, can not lie in the old-line (*^__^*) early winter morning is not cold, warm sunshine all drilling to my house, and I will open the door She went to

Le God, in a long time round, occasionally Chuiguo, wind general Ganaiganhen woman. Tongren and no red eyes, accompanied with nostalgic sadness is determined to Wang Budao side.
  Heart is in the hands of others, Gan Fankang the Creator, her only one. She wanted, but it is free. A modest aspirations, hoping to Xiangfengyiyang freedom, it is so can not be achieved. Implementation of the time, actually her Siqi. Ganaiganhen she not care about ordinary people not to love to hate the right ah. Ordinary people, not care about their own freedom, a love harm themselves. And she, even love the way it has not. Converse of her nature, in such circumstances, remains a courageous choice to love. Privately miss the quiet of their loved one, quietly planning how to kill their own creation, with the help of a quietly ordered her to remove the creator of the enemy.
  Perhaps, like her sister, if not the same God does not mind, it may be a happy one point. However, if her own choice, I believe she will choose the same fate, not its heart, potent, she would prefer the heroic loved after it disappeared. Piaoguo white feathers, an "I am a wind, the wind is free," we will never have been remembered. When she Yaoqi the crystallization of pills to kill the time, her death also decided. Yihui the hands of the fans, amber escape, but more ahead

And once again is a blog entry-free time in my life and I finished repeatedly with the good intent, more often from now on blogging, at the start. Reasons there are plenty (The thesis is just around the corner, I am now under the runners gone, I program currently quite often, etc.), but it will in the coming blog entries has more than clear.

This blog entry is just as a warning to understand :-)